she loves me, she loves me not!

“She loves me she loves me not?”

Yes, this is the only thought,

When we all are caught,

In the love which is sought...

“She loves me, she loves me not”.

He was thinking all day & night,

What if, pondering in the same thoughts as him

Was, I might.

The feeling to see me,

The feeling to touch me,

The feeling to love me endlessly,

All he had in his affectionate heart

“She loves me, she loves me not?”

This was a year ago,

A time when every morning

As he walked into the classroom

From the door, tried to notice his big eyes

Where sitting or standing was I.

And as I saw him giving me a stare,

I had goose bumps everywhere,

And a blush on my cheeks

Which I tried to hide away knowing the fact he was aware.

Then one night I asked

What if we were walking hand in hand?

On a beach and playing with sand

Looking deep into your eyes

And every blink which I understand

This never will confuse you,

“Do I love you, do I love you not”,

Because, I truly love you a lot.

With his voice so soft and sobbing,

He said “I love you” from the bottom of his heart,

And that’s how our love story,

Got a kick start!

It’s been a year,

As time has passed by

We both have lost the enthusiasm,

We argue, we fight,

And we blame each other

As if we have all the rights.

At times we both end in tears

And then I fear,

Why did we had to do and say all

When already we knew we were each other’s only “dear”

And break our heart

Into two hard bloodless parts!

Today all you are trying to do is to make me cry,

And now you can’t even see into my eye,

In your life there is no meaning for my smile,

And I feel everything then was a lie.

I miss the time when for my every decision you where there,

I miss the laughs we shared,

And I knew no one could ever compare

But now you hardly care.

It makes me think was it all love,

It makes me think was it the compassion above all,

It makes me think were you the one who said “I love you a lot”

It makes me think now

“Does he love me, does he loves me not?”